Things are not always as they seem

So as I posted before I got sick and came in the hospital. I was a little annoyed because I had been feeling great, the best in a long time. Well, I knew that it was time and didnt think much of it although it was great that I was sick and not needing to be on oxygen continually. Usually when i get sick that is one of the first signs that I need to be hospitalized. I came and did my lung tests and was a little surprised at how low they were, lower than they had been in 2 years. Well this is just all sorts of crazy but okay we'll deal. I still thought just a regular stay, get things back to baseline. My first day was filled with the usual craziness of getting the picc line in before the night ends. I swear it takes forever. Then getting all my meds situated. I finally got to sleep about midnight. At 4 a.m. they came to draw blood, oh the joys of getting rest in the hospital. Finally I start to settle back down and low and behold BLOOD. I started coughing up quite a bit of blood. I surprisingly wasnt shocked or panicked. I felt peace. I know that came from the Lord and I am grateful. Well everything went fine that day, tired from lack of sleep but nothing out of the ordinary well low and behold at 5:30 I got up to get in the shower since I was all sorts of stink and low and behold, BLOOD! I was so annoyed at this point. Actually frustrated is a better word. They ended up having to go and do an embolization which means they put a wire up through my groin add some contrast dye that shows my lungs and the arteries in my lung and put coils in the spots that look like they have been bleeding. It took nearly 5 hours yesterday but hopefully they were able to take care of it. I did have another small bleed last night at 11:00 but pray that that will be the last of it. My frustration mostly comes from my last hospital stay in February when I did a lot of "soul searching" and realized a few things that the the Lord has in store for me and how those things would be accomplished. Also through blessings I have been able to have these things repeated many times. I have often wondered how on earth it could all happen, but have been reminded many times as to the power that God has and the miracles that he can produce. However I did not perceive coughing up blood and having to have a small surgery to repair it. Amazingly enough before I came in I was at my brother Caseys homecoming when a member of the stake presidency stopped me and asked me if I would speak in Stake Conference on the 6th of Septemeber. I was shocked and not very excited to say the least. I told him I would and then he told me the scripture I was to speak on. I went home and looked it up and immediately began to cry. It is D&C 98:1-2 2 Waiting patiently on the Lord, for your prayers have entered into the ears of the Lord of Sabaoth, and are recorded with this seal and testament—the Lord hath sworn and decreed that they shall be granted. 3 Therefore, he giveth this promise unto you, with an immutable covenant that they shall be fulfilled; and all things wherewith you have been afflicted shall work together for your good, and to my name’s glory, saith the Lord. It has been a great scripture to refer to during this hospital stay. I know that He will keep his promises as I do what he has asked of me. It is a great feeling. Although I do not know what else I will need to go through for it to happen all I need to know is that it will happen and he will help me through all the other stuff. It gives me great peace in light of all that has occurred. I have truly felt my saviors arms lovingly around me.