An Amazing Experience

Well it turns out that things as usual don't happen the way we expect. I am currently still residing in 2E at the university of utah. I had crazy heart issues on mon and had to move to the 4th floor overnight to have medicine that re-charges my heart and then continues to monitor until the next day. Then on tuesday I had a fever and just felt crappy. I could tell that things werent going in the direction that they needed. My docs wed. came in and told me I was most likely staying longer. Needless to say I was pretty upset. I had called the stake presidency the saturday before to tell them I could speak and he told me that they truly felt like I would be there so they hadnt changed anything on the program. So I said, "well, I will take your word for it." I finished my talk Sunday and all this started happening on Monday and then told I wouldnt be out for the weekend. My dad was coming up this way for business and so I asked him if he could give me a blessing. It was truly an amazing blessing and gave me such peace and comfort beyond explanation O that I were an angel, and could have the wish of mine heart, that I might go forth and speak with the atrump of God, with a voice to shake the earth, and cry repentance unto every people! 2: Yea, I would declare unto every soul, as with the voice of thunder, repentance and the plan of redemption, that they should repent and acome unto our God, that there might not be more sorrow upon all the face of the earth. Not that i view myself as Moroni but I had such amazing experiences yesterday and the joy and the peace and happiness that has yet to leave me and hopefully won't for a long time. it is truly the greatest feeling. I wish that I could explain to people and I pray that I can always remember this feeling to know that I am going to be okay and things are going to start to get better. I pray that I can look back on this day with absolute truth to the things I was told in a blessing and never get discouraged or down but to know as I know now without any reserve that the things the Lord has told me are true. And I pray that becasue i am writing it down that at those times of disrouagemnt I can reflect on how I truly feel now and know that all is how it should be and Satan is the one that wants us to doubt and lose faith. he wants us to doubt just a little so he can sneak in with his craftiness. I pray that I can never doubt agian. But we are human and it does happen. But I will never forget how i felt and the overall love and joy and peace that makes me want to share with everyone so they can feel the same happiness and joy. I am so blessed!